well. its the same routine all over again. But there's something to look forward to- i have two days leave! on thursday and friday. =D. although. one of the day will be for dance.
i so hope that. wednesday will arrive sooner than i think. HAHAH =D
i really don't see why we are doing all this for him. its like. u are the one who wants this. and u are making us all stressed up. we are not professional dancers. The frequency of practice has not been this intense for a long time already. and the whole day down. just want us to keep doing the same action all over and over again. i mean, i know the the date is near but this doesnt mean we have to give in all for this. is this realization or starting to like think for myself. not as in selfish but like, we have other things to be busy with, and its seems that he is taking for granted that we will always commit. people who don't also get chosen. they can come as and when they like without letting us know or something. so if they can, why cant we? because if we don't start rejecting,it will all be on US. which is really like taken for granted.
Competition is a good experience for us. but with the space, time,energy and people constraint, what else do u want out of it. okay. i don't regret dancing this competition, but there's nothing there to convince me to put in my heart and soul into the dance. because- i don;t even know what the dance is talking about. okay.about sweet dreams and reality. so why do we have to be cute,happy,sad, anger,intense? i don see and i don feel. so stop telling me that u don't feel anything.
work tmr. i hope i wont commit mistake again. i hope for at least this three days. please let me balance and nothing major occurs. PLEASE.
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