first post after taiwan trip

gaaaaaaah.. the post trip syndromes are over and i'm back to the usual life again.
sometimes it makes me wonder that whether a trip is a really good way of relieving stress or accumulating to the stress.
i get to play and relax myself as much as i want! having Fun TO THE MAX with my frens
but once the trip ends, everything is back to normal. everything that happened will be part of my memory only.
The heart sinking feeling will follow on and it takes times to let it go away..
despite the post trip syndromes, i would still like to go on a trip with my frens again. =D

i've been rotting since i came back from the Taiwan trip. but still teaching tuition by the way. So its not exactly rotting. but the income generated from teaching tuition is not that desirable. i still have to wait two more months before i know the results of NIE admission. so what am i going to do during the two months.? Only give tuition and spend the rest of the time slacking? I'm worried that my brain will start to malfunction and i wont be able to cope with the studies if i really get into NIE.

but. what if i don get in? what am i going to do? go Nafa and be a dancer? go and take a course on photography.? continue studying korean and make ita goal to be a korean teacher? find a guy and just marry him to be a housewife. NIE would be first,korean comes second, then photography,then housewife. =D would i be able to do all this?

anyway. met ben today for lunch and had a great chat with him. going out with frens to have lunch or dinner really makes my day! it feeels good knowing that there are still frens around u that knows ur existence.hahahah.

gaaaaaah. hopes shi pei finishes my new blog soon! hahah cant wait to see SHINEE in my blog...hahaha =D