SHINee world____❤____

DUH.
the day just pass like times flies.
even with 4 and a half hours of tuition,
i'm still surviving.

i'm such a loser.
because i don know what i want to be in the future.
i have no confidence to be what i want to be.
i want to be a dancer
no talent
i like singing
my voice sucks
i want to learn korean
what can i do anything with that
be a teacher.
totally stressed out
work in a bank
what if i stay as a bank teller for the next ten years?
be a housewife
who wants MEEE>???

and still obessesing my self with the idols.
please.
not like they are going to even know of my existence.
haha
just for entertainment purposes.
=D

and i seriously seriously need to stop spending
i'm kind of addicted to buying things.
although i don buy really expensive items.
but they add up to a really large amount.
maybe to others it may not bea large amount.
but to me.
yes.

okay. besides. i have a diet plan.
which is not working at ALL.
no food after 7pm.
ahem.
i'm not exactly that free. if i really go along with this
then i will be like having only two meals a day. or even one
that is only lunch.
so i try my best. haha so far i only did it on monday
because i came home early. >.<

okay. trying hard to find what the path that i want to take.