Saturday, December 26, 2009

okay. heck the pictures.
it taking me a million years to upload them.
CHRISTMAS was boring. i stayed at home and played
PLANTS VS ZOMBIE the WHOLE day.
and i find it REALLY fun.
not kidding. REALLY

then today.
almost the same thing la.
except that i was doing project with jeraine the whole afternoon.
headed for dance after that for rehearsal.
hmmm this somehow make me feel like
i'm a little similar to the SHINEE boys.
LOL. okay i'm living in my own world. i know.
just let me fantasize a little ok?
HAHA.

i was just watching [Why Not Dance?] concert.
ZOMG. i really suck at dancing.
REALLY.
i didnt know i looked like this on stage.
i expect a little bit more.
totally screwed up the show.
i can feel the tired-ness even when watching it now.
needless to say how the audience feel.
but i am grateful that my poly clique keep to support me. =D
well-appreciated.

AND. i have to start dancing from 9 to 6 tmr. full shift.
LAST time it was 10 to 10.
so i should consider myself lucky ya?
YA RIGHT. Bullshit.
but whatever happens,
i've always enjoyed performing on stage.
the applause i received.
the support from my mother although she doesnt show it.
but i know she does.
and the kind of bonding that we have among the dancers.
no matter what happens between anyone of us.
but when it comes to pre-performance period.
EVERYONE will CARE for EVERYONE.
which is good.

Last time, i find myself worrying for someone that i hated the most,
seriously worried. zomg and we did all sorts of things that i never imagined we would do.

>.<>

but staying in this dance troupe makes me anti-social and without friends.
i mean seriously without friends.
the people who i can talk to or go out with are within the fingers of my two hands.
i cant even include my toes.

well. there will come a time when i will leave dance.
things will be better till then.
meanwhile, let's enjoy the dancing and the bonding while it lasts

SHINEE WORLD-

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